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Saturday, September 30th, 2006
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2:53 pm - my guitar wants to kill your mama
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almost a year later and completely fucked. torn: do essay (yes) fuck it til tomorrow (NO!!) well obviously im committing massive and egregious folly...
sofia's party should be fun...
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| Monday, October 24th, 2005
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10:37 pm - egg sandwich+spanish fucker+he gives everyone a look! im a guy and he gives me a look!
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and if i went with you
i'd disappoint you too
well i'm already somebody's baby
kate is my favorite. me and karl talked to her for over an hour and a half today after school and kept her up till one.
"YOU'RE ONLY IN IT FOR THE DICK, WHORE!"
"i love you more than karl"
"that makes me feel good"
is he homely?
what the fuck is homely?
you know, ugly!
*btw he is so not homely
kate's in love with a kid named carlos (silly irony) who wants to be a microbiologist. HOW CUTE!
it's always been
wait and see
a happy day
and then you pay
feel like shit the moring after
i'm all about the get pregnant and come home plan, kate.
<3333 teluride, spain, madagascar
current mood: HOMELY
current music: YES! It's Elliott Smith!!! I <3 Twilight with the bass up high
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| Sunday, October 23rd, 2005
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10:35 pm - weekend chill school shit again please
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this weekend was pretty cool.
-FIRST I got sliced up good by the rusty signs on the school gates. Inconvenient, but also and inefficient caging device for the children, escaped after lunch.
-hung out with a bunch of degenerate youth at josh's house
-hung out with karl, birthday colombian, masters, alex, lauren and josh while michael and anne were out fucking.
-woken boken with karl, chilled that night with he and alex, me and alex came here relatively early.
-"fucked like rabbits", in the words of sofia ;)BP
-woken boken with karl and matt, then we escaped to karls. 420 celebration, then waited forever with josh and karl for andrew to come which he oddly flaked. WE
-did karl's math hw and got so confused
-shoulda gone to bed a while ago
WHAT TO DO?
so aims retesterz is tues wed and thur sweet. maybe i can swing not going. i can do whatever i want.
i want to go to the fair.
i want my phone to work
i want kate home
i want to go to sleep and wake up on friday
niggardly bastards
...I KILL YOU ALL!
WHO'RE YOU GOIN 2 HOMECUMIN WIT!
current mood: orgasmic
current music: YES! It's Minus The Bear!!! I <3 Fine + 2 Pts with the bass up high
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| Sunday, October 9th, 2005
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10:47 pm - a nice heart in a white suit and a baby blue sedan
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UGK SCHOOL AGAIN. repeat:
it'll be over in 5 minutes
it'll be over in 5 minutes
it'll be over in 5 minutes
gotta do something to pass the time
help me remember to take my birth control pill
kate will you get pregnant and come home?
current mood: je me manque
current music: YES! It's Modest Mouse!!! I <3 She Ionizes and Atomizes with the bass up high
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| Monday, September 5th, 2005
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10:48 pm - 9 months in spain
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kate you make me cry . there's gonna be a serious lack of everything without you.
goddamnit kate youre my best friend and you will still be next year.
countdown begins
54321 takeoff
-béa
current mood: depressed/oppressed/dying
current music: YES! It's Modest Mouse!!! I <3 Lounge with the bass up high
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| Saturday, June 25th, 2005
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11:28 pm - making do, except replace 'do' with 'meth' and add "in my bathtub" to the end
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holy lord, nina's party was totally rockin!!!
i dunno what it was about those particular 2and1/2 beers and 2 shots, but i got messed up to the point that that night was nicknamed "the night i died again"
i puked three times in kate's toilet, the third all over her toilet (MMM) which she had to clean up, since i passed out promptly after...at 10:30. so i missed a lot of cool things, including sofia and nina taking a cab to taco bell.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LA NINA! enjoy the poems and ROCK.
so tonight was nice. went on a date with alex to motherfucking CPK hell yeahz!
it was a joint night, in both slang terms (ergo joint smoking) and in sofia's definition of jointed together. amazing!! i love a lot of things in my life right now.
the forecast for tomorrow
a shitamount of math to do.
hawaiian pizza and happy people;
that's all I want, that's all I get.
I'm ecstatic!
for once, I really am
"this is ecstasy!.....I am on ecstacy.....no I'm not."
<3Béa the majestikkk
current mood: incalculably wonderful
current music: YES! It's Minus The Bear!!! I <3 Pony Up! with the bass up high
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| Tuesday, June 21st, 2005
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3:38 pm - who'd 'a' thunk it?
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fuck advil, the surefire cure fer a headache is itunes shuffle. and the promise of good times with friends quickly approaching, ergo, going to peru party fo karl!
oh yeah, i'm almost past the three day hump, having not had a faggie since, what, saturday night? yep, bitch, that's right.
I might have to get used to the life of having only a few cigarettes a day since my parents don't believe in any method of birth control 'sides de pill DUN DUN DUN(!!)
I think I would rather master the art of using condoms right than risk having a stroke from taking the pill and smoking.
whateve',
U DON KNO MAH FLAVA!
béa
we come a long long way together
through the hard times and the good
I have to celebrate you, baby
I have to praise you like I should
current mood: itchy but happy
current music: YES! It's Fatboy Slim!!! I <3 Praise You (Radio Edit) with the bass up high
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| Monday, June 20th, 2005
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4:51 pm - TWO MONTHS LATE, KATE
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mmm yeah
8 more days of summer school. then stupid vacations to nowhere any better than here, in some cases a little worse than here, then school for another 9 months, repeat, then repeat again 4 times except it's harder school, then a job forever, then death WOOHOO
MySpace. If you have a myspace, go take a long walk off a short bridge (myself included). If you don't, good. Save yourself some time, and boredom, you can die having never used the fucking thing and not be missing anything. really people.
I got a 98% on my parabolas-and-shit chapter test, which was pretty cool. um. then we decided to learn ellipses and hyperbolas on the same day plus review circles and parabolas by deriving vast and asundry equations using completing the square which is a motherfucking pain in the ass all in one. the point is that whatever self confidence I had gained from acing the test was negated by confusion and a big fucking headache.
I want to go to Jessie G's house and hold that little kitten of hers.
moreover, I want a certain significant other of mine to call me like he said he would omg rrg. Having not seen this person since thursday and with the need to discuss important happenings in our lives, I'm somewhat less tolerant than I usually am of not getting a call. Maybe he would pick up the goddamn phone if he knew that the promise of talking to him and the possibility of *gasp* SEEING him (holy shit wtf who does she think she is?!) is the only thing that got me through an otherwise pretty shitty day.
a toast! to tomorrow and all the wonderfuls that may be awaiting us!
here's hoping!
ooh yeah, I think I came off as a little testy due to the fact that I haven't had a proper cigarette (and only one improper one) since saturday night.
MAKE MY DAY
béa
(PLEASE?)
current mood:  anxious
current music: YES! It's Minus The Bear!!! I <3 Pony Up! with the bass up high
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| Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
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2:59 pm - watching the world die
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so yeah, summer school is the BEST. only, what?, 21 more days of it left? god i sure hope so. if i could go back in time, i would have never shot up heroin in the first place!
but regardless of summer school, this week has been pretty fun.
monday-moved all day (long story, the short version is i have a new room!), enlisted alex to help and we hung out for a while, um, organizing, yeah.
tuesday-first day at metro tech, after i met up with kate and we went to karls and hit up albert einstein, who is fucking awesome. then we met up with dylan and alex. everybody left but karl and i who watched the fbi files. it was about our hero, danny horning, this fucking smart guy who killed this guy and then dismembered him, but got arrested and sent to prison for armed burglary. at his sentencing, he said to give him the harshest sentence they could because he would escape within the year. he got 4 life sentences and escaped within the year. he was in the maximum security prison in florence, arizona (the bank he robbed was in winslow, az) and the way he got out was that he worked as a janitor in the infirmary and just stole a lab coat and pantz and walked the fuck out of there! so they noticed he was gone and he hid out in the grand canyon and killed tourists there. this guy is fucking badass and still on death row cuz even the slickest motherfuckers get caught. anyway, then chris picked us up and we bought some brussels and clambaked at metro arts. we drove around some, and i didnt get home till 830, lit like a fucking candle. so lit, in fact, that i left my phone in his car and i have no idea when ima get it back. whatever.
wednesday, today-blerrgh, school, then i took the bus home. at a stop with over 20 people, i not only got on, but i got a fucking seat hell yes. then i caught the camelback bus moments after getting off the 19th ave one. my only error was in deciding to be a lazy ass and take the 7th ave bus from camelback to missouri, a fucking half mile oh boy. whatever, right now im bored as fuck and waiting for alex to get off work and call me so we can hang out, since the fucker is leaving till monday tomorrow :(
thursday,tomorrow-i hope school dies, after that, i dunno whats going on
friday-school will still be dead and then nothing
saturday-raging kickback at my house saturday night, whenever my parents leave for NY. everyone is invited (by everyone i mean people i know and like, e.g. my friends.) gimme a ring if youre not sure i like you ;)
house-2650560
cell-7902075
602 4 both
<3, béa
current mood: boob
current music: YES! It's Pink Floyd!!! I <3 Dogs with the bass up high
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| Wednesday, May 25th, 2005
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7:51 pm - fuck me gently with a chainsaw
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SCHOOOOOOLZ OUT 4 SUMMA
SCHOOOOOOLZ OUT 4 EVA
bitch, please!
so yeah, lot of yelling and screaming and tests and nonsense and a lot of people graduating and why do buses not go to central and hatcher? also a woman with fucked up teeth who bought us cigarettes and i have the coolest friends in the world
a good start to summer, yeah?
the JOOOOOOOOOOO
aaand i feel like listening to music and having a cigarette and watching a movie and hugging someone right now. i really dont know what i want to do, but i want to do everything.
all outta sorts
béa
ps: you're lovely
current mood: contente
current music: YES! It's Muse !!! I <3 Hate This & I'll Love You with the bass up high
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| Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
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7:13 pm - as a known enemy,
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okay fuck you livejournal.
there was nothing to say
the day is done
were having fun
i think im dumb
maybe just happy
81% ON THE TRIG TEST
NIGGA BACK UP OFF ME
fucK YALL
mal aux cheveaux
hangover
last weekend the weekend of crunk
this weekend the weekend of tom taber
next weekend the first weekend
after that who knows?
weekends may not measure life
HOPE/DOUBT/FULLY
i saw that guy again, the mexican guy who's backpack says
"[the guy's name] y [blacked out name] REAL LOVE forever"
i have seen this guy around before, that makes me smile.
kronik+butch security woman staring at our chests+walking through creepy parking lots+stolen bikes+tom taber+smoking one cigarette every 10 minutes all night=why do i not hang out with kate more often?
"last night i was thinking about peeing in the bed, just to piss you off and gross you out and piss on the youth."
"look down there..."
"what about it?"
"that's where i puked...the day before easter."
"do you wanna watch milo&otis?"
yes, the answer is always yes.
béa
current mood: PISS ON THE YOUTH
current music: YES! It's Nirvana!!! I <3 On A Plain with the bass up high
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| Sunday, May 8th, 2005
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2:26 pm - whenever i want you, all i have to do is dream
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so yeah, i havent updated since like forever. um. yeah, i been hanging out. um. wtf my life must be boring, or so much happened that
i got tired of that sentence.
so yeah, in the last week i have escaped from school via climbing on top of an upturned trash can and then over the fence, lol. also i cried and i read the last few month's questionable content because i stopped reading it for no reason like mid february. um. i went camping with chris and karl and kate and sofia. the point was that chris wouldnt have to drive, but we had to drive on a creepy highway in the middle of the night to globe. i maintain that next time we will get it right and we wont have to go looking for pay phones and it will be fun. and there will be no puking 25 gallons of puke because that was nasty. um yes, then saturday we woke up at 530 and drove home and then my parents left and alex came over and we got drunk and much fun was had. now it is mother's day and i didnt get anything for her and i have to go eat food with my family at some restaurant in under 2 hours and i want a cigarette. and i have to write a story and buy a scrapbook for the autobiography thing in english. WHAT FUN.
round here we drive slow
we keep it ghetto you should know
and i'm 16.2 on tuesday
current mood: i dont know
current music: YES! It's Ciara feat. Ludacris!!! I <3 Oh with the bass up high
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| Sunday, April 3rd, 2005
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4:02 pm - haha yes!
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current mood: lazy but good
current music: YES! It's Pink Floyd!!! I <3 Mudmen with the bass up high
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| Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
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4:31 pm - i want everyone to see how flourescent this jarrito's is...
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shit this week was long!
happy birthday jessie g!
current mood: lazy but good
current music: YES! It's Pink Floyd!!! I <3 Childhood's End with the bass up high
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| Monday, March 7th, 2005
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4:58 pm - WHAT THE FUCK
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my cousin killed himself on saturday.
my happy, beautiful, lighthearted 30 something cousin.
why, im left here wondering
why would he do that?
you think you know someone
but everybody's wrong
every day
every minute
every second
this shit doesnt happen to me
why
current mood: disbelief
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| Monday, February 28th, 2005
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6:47 pm - hahaha dancing boy and french past imperfects
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so in french today it was hardcore jessica and my birthday! yay! so we "parle d'amour". i was like hell no im not talking about love to a bunch of losers, so someone called out dancing boy! and i was like thats silly. and everone was like yeah, he's all drugged out now and the teacher was apalled and she was like, this is a perfect way to lead into our lesson; "il faisais les drogues" (he used to do drugs) and i was like he still does. he's does meth the last thing i heard. and she was like, oh. lol. except probably not. im personally stoked to have a car though!! holy shit, even though i cant drive for 5 months from tomorrow because im a douche. um. yeah, we can still bake in the car (if we air it out and shit it should be fine...and put air freshener and incense and febreze in there....hm..) like, if i have people over for the night, i can just unlock it with my key in the night when my parents are asleep. we could back it away from the house a little but it should be fine. im kind of contemplating going outside and just sitting in it and smoking a cigarette. i need to get a tape deck for it so i can use my ipod in there, no cd player, but i could keep mine in there and if i have a cd from somebody or something i can use the tape deck for that. sweet. it sucks kind of because the day i can get my license its gonna be the end of july aka the hottest days of the year and a bad time to be in your dark colored car with dark carpetty seats. fuck. but it has air conditioning and a FLIPPIN SUN ROOF!! hell fucking yes and AND power windows. yes.
J'AI UN VOITURE, SANS DEC!
béa the amused aroused amused
current mood:  happy
current music: I <3 SOFIA'S CD THANK YOU! with the bass up high
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6:47 pm - wtf
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volvo
is
mine
yes!
current mood: ecstatic
current music: YES! It's Radiohead!!! I <3 Kharma Police with the bass up high
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| Saturday, February 19th, 2005
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10:14 pm
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did i already do it
current mood: oogabooga
current music: YES! It's Jets To Brazil!!! I <3 One Summer Last Fall with the bass up high
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9:55 pm - fuck love
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home on a saturday night...
with a dime all to myself
:)
béa
current mood: oogabooga
current music: YES! It's Jets To Brazil!!! I <3 One Summer Last Fall with the bass up high
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9:50 pm - fuck love
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home on a saturday night....
with a dime all to myself
:)
béa
current mood: oogabooga
current music: YES! It's Modest Mouse!!! I <3 Trailer Trash with the bass up high
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